Tuesday, 26 November 2013

Second attempt.

In the early morning it is sometimes hard to be anything but honest....to say what I'm feeling is what a blog is all about really.....but I don't want people to feel sorry for me...or David....we are fine most of the time...but I suppose it's time to be honest. David has a brain tumour. ......

We don't know yet if it can be treated, or reduced or anything really....

Our doctor says that the fear of the unknown is the problem and that's where we are right now.....what is waiting for us up the line is hidden. There is no path to follow, no well trodden route so we are just waiting to see what's going to happen....

Each new day brings an unexpected event, nothing is normal any more......

I am doing all of the driving and David is still trying to do the things he always did, like putting out the rubbish, pouring the wine etc. so when a perfectly ordinary thing goes wrong it devastates him...

He doesn't want to be the man he is now....but bless him he is still the man I loved and married and we are tackling this together.... One day at a time.

I thank you all for your prayers........we really are in the hands of God.

6 comments:

  1. I want to comment but have nothing wise to say so silence is really better. Praying that you and David will receive all the support you need to face the unknown future and sending you a virtual hug!

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  2. Thanks for being so open Jean. Let's hope and pray David's is one of the operable ones.
    Either way, love, blessings, prayers and virtual hugs are winging their way to you. X

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    1. Ray I have no choice but to be open. Everyone in the village knows….but thank you so much!

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  3. have been away and only just caught up on blogs- but continuing prayers for you and David

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    1. Thank you...I value your prayers a lot.

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