Bank holidays always bring out the hoards. We seem to be full!
The lovely weather therefor has given way to cold. Rain is promised. Everything is normal! My email scare from yesterday seems OK . None of my machines have shown any sign of paranoia.
It was an all round bad day yesterday. I had a recurrent knee problem going back to the mid eighties when I twisted it jumping off the boat! I had to use the chair lift! Today it's settled down again.
The heating went on the blink and reminded me that the time to sort out the recurring problems is now whilst the temperature outside is bearable!
Phone calls from visitors were welcome and not seen as intrusions.
I am being taken out to lunch today.
Altogether in one week I have been out several times and talked more than at any time for years.....so I am improving.....
The coming week brings it's own woes and joys but on the whole life is beginning to be possible again with interludes of weeping getting less!
I have relapsed into my old ways of going to bed very late and this means waking up late too which can only be a good thing. Waking up at six in the morning when the rest of the day stretches out for ever is not good in a period of grieving...but I must try very hard not to become a slob. It's gone half past eight and I'm still in bed!
Once you've retired Bank Holidays are an irrelevance for the most part...but I shall try to enjoy this one,
Life without David is never going to be the same....but it is becoming bearable, thank you God.