What do you do if someone lets you down? What if the same person is a friend and confidant?
Avoid them till it's all sorted out, by time if nothing else!
Maybe that's the cowards way out but it's the path I am treading at the moment.
I find face to face confrontation difficult, made worse by my wearing the dog collar....
I am able to turn the other cheek most of the time but when something has to be said then I know I may well get close to either anger or worse tears..
Either way it's bad for the image which is why I choose the cowards way out.
What makes it embarrassing is that it's not the first time , this is a recurring problem over years and my failure to address it has made it worse for which I can only blame myself.
To feel like this on a Sunday morning when I'm preaching shortly is even worse....
I know that from the moment I set off for church I will be in a different mind set. But for now I am practicing tolerance...deep breath....love...another breath, understanding and patience.....there...
Feeling better now. Thank you dear diary.
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