Thursday, 22 November 2012

Misery me

The last month has been a time of death and disaster on all sides and the weathers not helping either.
Following the loss of my dog and then my son, the funeral which should have been a time of peace and shared grief did not turn out like that.
I've seen it all before but not at such short range.
Then I lost my phone and broadband in one hit as BT cut me off with no warning.
Two weeks later and we are still in a mess.
We were put back on the phone last weekend but as its not our number no one is able to contact me.
My trusty iPhone has been stretched to capacity. The signal here is poor. We get cut off for long periods.
Yesterday a new hub arrived to sort out my broadband problems. It didn't.
It was easy to set up it just didn't work. No broadband.
I spent an afternoon on the floor with my head under the desk trying to sort out the leads.
After all of that I was almost suicidal.
Despair struck and although that sounds over dramatic it's not. I really was at the end of my very long tether.
After several attempts the BTcare man got through.
An engineer will come tomorrow.
It's always tomorrow right now!
On top of grief, strife and anxiety losing my means of shopping, communicating and the support of friends have been the absolute last straw. Fingers crossed for tomorrow.

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