Anxiety!

I slept very well last night but woke up in a flash as I remembered that yesterday I think I messed up my lap top. I was trying to do a shop on line...something I do regularly but somehow I messed it up. Now still in bed I have not gone downstairs to see. My lap top is only used for things like writing sermons but more importantly shopping on line. I dare not go downstairs just yet because I dread what I might find. It’s even worse than that because at one stage I went to get my husbands lap top out. I think I may have messed that up too. Until I venture downstairs I’m not sure if it’s as bad as I think. I can do most things on my tablets. But ordering stuff from Tesco or Sainsbury’s has always been done on my laptop. And that’s how I’m living during this lockdown period. If I cant do my big shop on line I would have to go out. And that’s something I haven’t done for weeks! Oh dear...or words to that extent! So later, when I am brave enough I have to see if I really have messed everything up. It’s very windy outside but there seems to be a lot more traffic on the road. Driving down the shops in St Mawes is perfectly possibles...I’m not going to starve.....yet! Somewhere I have the phone number of someone who can help..but as yet I’ve failed to find it...I am in fact feeling useless right now..so the sooner I get out of bed the better.. oh dear!