Alone!

As its Monday I would normally be expecting my cleaner but as its about a month since I saw her I am not sure. One woman doesnt make much mess...now I have no dog. But I am hoping to see her this week to have a natter. We shall see! Just now in this period where nothing feels normal for most of the time a bit of dull routine would go down quite well. Since writing that the phone rang and my cleaner cant come. We did have a conversation so I am grateful for that. Normal life seems impossible right now. ....arghhhh! So I am back in bed, typing as I go. A bit of dusting wont take long...but I will get the vacuum cleaner out....probably. It is very odd how small things have become important. I have never worried much about the housework....and I am not very messy but this morning I will do something...probably. Yesterday I did have some excitement. I cut my hair. It had got much too long...so now at least its tidy! So...another dull Monday....I am getting used to it. It is dull outside and over the weekend I realised that the traffic flow had subsided. Getting ready for the winter as it approaches wont take long...but at least its something to think about. Oh dear....I dont much like the old woman I am turning into! I must try harder!