Dull?

On waking early yet again I was startled to find that it was Sunday. I am now listening to the Archbishop of Canterbury on the radio. His voice has cheered me. In this strange time of no church the words and music are a wonderful comfort. And I have to admit that I have been low lately. Today I hope to speak to people on the phone. I am finding a world without people in it strange and sometimes frightening. I know I am safe here in my own home but next week I will need to go out to get some food. In this strange world I have failed to do a food shop on the internet so I can only hope my car starts when I need it to. Its the first time I think that I am worrying about having enough to eat and drink. Actually the alcohol has lasted very well. I obviously either over ordered or I am not drinking as much as I thought! Up here in the group of four homes three of the houses are being lived in right now so if I got desperate there are people about if I need them. As you can probably tell life has started to be a bit of a struggle. But nothing I cant cope with. Although the weather forcast for yesterday was dreadful it was still possible to walk my garden. Only occasionally though do I see people on the coastal path outside.....my world has shrunk. So I am trying to stay positive and not to get too miserable. Or dull. Dull! Oh dear I do hope not!