Going on....

Yesterday was a day of mistakes and confusion...mine mostly. I ended by simply getting rid of all the BT extras Ive been using...so I have no idea if this will be published.... my phone has no dialling tone so it seems unlikely. On the other hand an email has just arrived telling me BT are coming on Thursday. So I wait and see. I am not totally cut off though because my mobile phone is working...or I think it is! Yesterday was full of anxiety and upset so I am hoping to do better today. My fridge is almost empty so it would help if I could get some food ordered. Failing that I will take my car, providing it starts down to the village to the local coop. I am really too old for all this..but if I say this outloud general laughter seems to follow! But I am! One wonderful thing...my radiators are hot so the heating is working! I have sifted through the contents of a kitchen cupboard and some dried food will keep me alive for a while if all else fails. I dont know why I am determined to stay alive...it seems daft really...but the life force appears still strong in me so on I go! Hopefully!