Life Now.

OK ...yesterdays dark mood disappeared very quickly once I had started moving.... the business of living and loving took over. That all the days seem to stretch into one long moan if I am not careful is something I try to fight. Outside this morning it is still dark. I have walked from room to room to see whats going on outside. Having Falmouth vsible from here means I see the ships coming and going daily. This cheers me alot. Life is carrying on tegardless over there...Every morning my first act on getting up is feeling the radiators in every room and thanking God that they are warm. Listening to the radio I hear hymns being sung. It is Sunday! Sometimes I join in the singing..but not always...my voice, unused for days tends to crack if I try to sing. Another day of gloom seems likely but we are all getting used to this. I try to stay positive most of the time but I dont always succeed. If I am offered testing for the virus I will go...but it seems unlikely that I could have picked it up as I havnt seen anyone for weeks until yesterday. So...on we go..Sorry if this is getting boring...but it is an accurate reflection of life right now. Heaven help us all!