Anxious and old!

Yesterday turned out to be a good day against all the odds. A friend came for me and we drove around our lanes and saw some old friends to wave at. This morning I hear the lawn mower which means my gardener is here so the first thing I did was to check how much cash I had got! Enough so I can now relax...a bit. Then I checked how many biscuits I had left! Again enough to spare him one with his cup of tea. These are very strange times as I have frequently said before..all the small things I used to take for granted are now in short supply! It feels chilly this morning though I have yet to feel any fresh air! The good thing about having my gardener here is that he brings news. I find out what is happening in the village. I have probably said all this before for which I apologise. But a bit of dull goes down quite well right now. And he will see my problems lying around outside...This period is not good for being tidy! I need my things where I can see them every day. And check they are all still here! Oh dear...I dont like the anxious old woman I am turning into but there doesnt seem much I can do about it!