Queuing!

Yesterday was both a puzzle and exhausting. my friend and I drove into Truro and joined a queue thinking it led to a vaccination spot. It didnt. We queued for nothing...and so did a lot of other people. But it gave me an idea of just how appalling this situation is. My friend was told she was too young...she is about 50. It felt like chaos but I am assured it wasnt. I have to go back for my jab soon. My friend says she will take me even though hers will take much longer. I dont recognise this world I am now living in. it is foreign to me. Left alone I would stay here safe and comfortable and wait to die...but no one is letting me do that. I am touched by how many people seem to be looking after me. They are all very kind and standing in the line yesterday much humour and good will was evident. Today we can rest...before getting back in the queue tomorrow! I really am too old for all this...left to my own devices I would simply give up and stop fighting. However I am not being allowed to do that...Today with nothing planned feels like a luxury...being able to sit about is the best thing I can think of right now. Lets hope it works out that way!