Going away?

It really is wonderful how many old friends get in touch after reading this blog. I am touched by the people who still read it daily! I do have one friend who doesnt look at it most days but then goes in and does a week! I have made my coffee too strong this morning...I could be dancing around my housework soon! I am not really enjoying this over strong taste but I cant waste any of it...so down it goes! Getting out of bed was hard this morning...I could still be asleep so the coffee needs to be strong to keep me awake! I have looked at my email whilst drinking the coffee and found one from the hotel in Madeira that me and David used to go to most years. Its the first time I have heard from them for at least a year...but I will not be going again...the time when I could get on a plane to fly to a hotel abroad has long gone.....especially as I would be going on my own...The memories are still there...and very precious of the weeks after our wedding when everything was gloriously new! I have to let this go now...specially after looking at the cost! It seems to have gone up! The whole notion of going on holiday now is strange since I am on permanent holiday here in Cornwall. At least thats how it still feels. Thank goodness...no need to fly any where or even get on a coach! Looking out I see the ships coming in and out of Falmouth...I dont need to travel anywhere...thank goodness! It all comes to me!