Carrying on.

Well I havnt snapped out of yesterdays lethergy yet. I simply refuse to join in all the jockeying for position. I will start again next week...but yesterday and today I am just enjoying being at home on my own. Two seperate attempts to get me moving during the week have left me totally determined not to be rushing anywhere just now. I do of course realise how important getting vaccinated is but it can now wait till next week. I will try to enjoy the weekend now I have realised that its Saturday. Its dark and gloomy outside but inside I am warm and happy on my own. The attempts this week to get me moving have left me determined to proceed at my own pace. The bottom line here is that at my age it doesnt matter if I die...Ive had an interesting life ...not particularly good but eventful....not boring at all. Dying is not something I am looking for...I still enjoy my life mostly. But I am not rushing to get myself vaccinated. If I just stay at home on my own..I feel safe. This may not be the case but its how I feel. I dont eat much these days...and Tesco are booked for next week. I have also checked how much booze sits in my cabinet. Ill be alright for the time being! Yawn!