Friday, 5 February 2021
Blogging.
Well....oh dear! Yesterday did not go as planned but I have to admit that I dont remember most of it. In the desperate rush of activity I got lost both mentally and physically. In the end all I wanted was to get home. And here I am. Home. But I didnt get my vaccination...and I cant remember why. In fact I dont remember much at all apart from the feeling of confusion and the desperate need to get back here...safe. Later I will ring the lady I was with and she should enlighten me. But it is becoming obvious that I am getting worse. The need to be home with everything familiar is the strongest feeling apparently. I have checked the food situation and theres not much in my fridge but I have remembered that I have a grocery delivery at the weekend...I hope! My world has shrunk....and all I want is to stay safe..and thats here...in my home. Pathetic I know but it is the way I feel right now.. ..I have been outside briefly and the damage to it is real...not imaginary..but I am not able to do much just now so I just hope nothing else makes it worse. Inside its fine. ....so far! Planning a very quiet day after yesterday but I am still blogging.....OH DEAR,
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Good afternoon Jean. Sorry to read that you didn’t have a good day yesterday. But cheered to read you have someone to talk to about why things didn’t work out as planned. I hope the mystery has been resolved.
I don’t think you are alone in finding it rather disorienting leaving home after all these months of imposed isolation.
Let’s hope you find things improve particularly when Spring is truly underway.
As always, take care.
Sorry to hear that you have had another day of confusion and poor memory of events.
I am tempted to come to Cornwall to actually take you to the vaccination venue with a satnav to prevent you getting lost, but I would be breaking the law if I did so.
I find it entirely poor that you are expected to travel to a destination that you are not familiar with for the vaccination. Why are the arrangements so difficult, when elsewhere you can go to a destination close to home to have it done?
Surely, your GP is aware of your vulnerability and should be making arrangements that you are able to fulfil.
I would be on the phone to them making a fuss about those arrangements and suggesting that visiting you at home with the serum and making it much simpler for you.
Prayers for clarity of mind and empathy from your GP to ensure you get the vaccination near to home or at home.
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