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Well! I am up, dressed and have already strolled the garden. Oh dear The sight of the damaged end of the house is all too apparent. Last week was the worst yet. I shouted at people who didnt deserve it. I am feeling terrible about that now. But theres not much I can do about any of it. It is not helped by the fact that all the repairs to the house will take up almost all of my savings. I will be broke! Almost! So i must stay here where it is warm rather than go off to do adventurous things. It could be worse...the house is comfortable. Yesterday I drove into St Mawes very early. It was very quiet...Saturday morning is clearly the right time to shop! I am learning slowly how to be completely alone most of the time. My good friend lives a long way away..he cant get down here right now so I really am alone, exchanging the odd word with one neighbour ....sometimes its a very odd word. But those who live nearby have partners and children. I am the only single person for miles! So on I go! I can do this! I just wish that the house was not in such poor condition. Me and it may have a long way to go yet! PS Eight years ago today David and I were travelling through the Panama canal! Wow...thsts a memory worth saving and cherishing. And I do! I am trying to get this published but clearly not succeeding !