Normal?

I got up feeling utterly fed up. So off I went into the nearest small town to do some shopping. I forgot to take my mask with me so a kind shop asisstant gave me one! It felt very strange wandering around a place I know well, feeling like an alien! I didnt get much...just enough food to get me through the weekend! I forgot the drink! I am still totally fed up. But from my brief view of the outside world I see that I am not alone! I came home feeling even more alien. It was a relief to come into my house again . But even well loved things do not cheer me much. But the kindness of the young lady who gave me a mask did . There was only me shopping in the Co op. I had beaten the crowd but nothing felt right! It was simply not normal I wonder if it ever will be again? Please God let it be soon!