Getting on with it!

Gosh I am fed up! Nothing around me feels normal any more. One good thing happened. A very old friend turned up last night. I have known him for over forty years and he has a second home here whilst still living up country. He is only staying long enough to make sure that all is well with his house before going back to the midlands. I do have other friends around but somehow we are all staying very close to home just now....because that feeIs safer somehow. I have been outside...its beautiful weather again...its going to be another glorious day. A long weekend used to be exactly what suited us all.... now I just dread the feeling that nothing is normal any more. And then I shake myself and do something to take my mind off everything. Sometimes it works!