Help!

When I wrote the first item for today I had failed to realise the essential problem. I have no idea what to do....About anything.... yesterday I was delighted to have an old friend around but he has gone now and I have realised that I still have no TV, apart from the new one which is still in its box because I am terrified of getting it out and messing it up! I am too old for all this...but I cant just lie down and die. Though it does cross my mind occasionally! So now I still have the old TV untouched by B and O who seem to have washed their hands of it. I also have the new one which I am frightened of messing with! Help!