Survival!

I have survived a very rough night. Everything outside looks battered but intact. I am hoping to get my TV fixed today but life without one hasnt been too bad...the radio has kept me both informed and entertained. I still have this feeling though of being disjointed. .... nothing feels right. A walk around the garden this morning helped...a little . An old friend is popping in later...and messages from other old friends have also been cheerful....its wonderful how many of you read this blog. So I must try very hard not to alarm! I am wearing the same clothes I have worn all week...which is most unusual but I really cant be bothered looking through the alternatives just now. And I am washing the underwear daily by hand. I have showered though.... I dont want to start smelling! I must see if my car will start today. Going to the village feels daunting right now but it would be good to know that I could if I wanted to. This period has become very testing...in ways I would never have condidered previously. But good things are happening too. Thank you God.