Monday, 3 May 2021
Trusting!
Oh dear...things got much worse yesterday..... someone I trusted stole from me. i have tried very hard to persuade myself that I must be wrong but in fact I know that its true. So trust no one when you get to my age. People helping may have other motives! I am learning things I would much rather not know. I do have old friends coming this week so I will be able to talk about it all which is a good thing apart from my feeling stupid. I still have no TV but I am fnding the radio keeps me in touch with the rest of the world. I am however feeling very cross with myself for being much too trusting. But its a new lesson learned. This period is bringing many of those. Learning new things in your eighties is a painful process if someone you trusted turns out to be untrustworthy. So on I go. No other choice. Thank goodness for the small things like the radio which is keeping me in touch with what else is going on in the rest of the world. I have now spoken to the police about my problem. They are conducting an enquiry! OK!
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I am sorry that you have had this experience. We are all basically trusting at heart, wanting to think the best of people, and when that trust is betrayed, then it can be both traumatic and heart breaking.
I presume you will now feel you have to watch people like hawks, not feeling that if your trust has been betrayed, than it is likely to happen again. I really hope you can feel able to trust those who are visiting this week, otherwise their visit will feel unwelcome and may break the friendship.
Prayers for your well being and trust.
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