Saturday morning!

Up late again ....I am getting used to it! I made my first cup of coffee and only drank a mouthful before I felt sick. So here it sits by my side untouched since then. I really dont need to either feel sick or be sick so just now I am playing it safe! It is on my mind that I am being taken out for a meal tomorrow....and if I am feeling like this I wont want to go! Life has become burdensome suddenly...I am too old to learn new ways..but people are being very kind....including me in events they know I would have enjoyed before all this started! I have yet to convince them that coping on my own is not a problem! And I am coping ....mostly...feeling sick this morning is just a nuisance... The traffic on the road got much lighter yesterday and today is almost non exixtent! Of course its still early , theres plenty of time for it all to change...but so far it seems that a lot of people have gone home or are still in bed! I see looking around that I havnt done much tidying up of late...the house is a mess so before my cleaner arrives on Monday I need to have organised it a bit better! My coffe has now gone cold...I find myself reluctant to test whether I will feel sick if I drink it. So right now I can do without it! Since starting this paragraph traffic has started again but not much...so far....It doesnt feel like Saturday though the radio insists that it is...so I have switched it off now...I like the silence it goes well with my mood...plus I am reluctant to try another sip of coffee...I might not move fast enough next time!