A Holiday?

When all this started I realised that this year I would not be able to go off on any cruises or anything else for that matter. So I booked myself into one of the good hotels instead. For a few days it would be an escape from my solitary life. Its this week. There is another one to cover Christmas but the first one is this week! Oh dear. I am strangely reluctant to leave my home. When I booked this I imagined that by this time I would be yearning for some company but the truth is that I am now used to being alone most of the time. And I might hate being organised by the hotel. But I do have to go. So today I have got my bag out and packed the undies. The first step for any time away from home since the cruise where I forgot my nighty and had to sleep in a very big T shirt. So I will be going. I think. At the very least there should be other people to talk to...and three meals a day will make a change...It is frightengly expensive . Its nearly as much as a cruise...so hopefully I will find people to chat to...whilst I enjoy looking out to sea and walking the beach. So today I have to think about what to leave out of my bag. I wont need the ball gowns..Leaving the dog collar at home seems a good idea too. I dont set off for a couple of days...time to give it some thought... Oh dear!